It Just Kills Me

Lyrics

Out of my dreams out of my day 
Into my room she sang 
But I couldn't bare to see 
What might run away from me eventually so I 

Use her and lose my way 
Oh she’s not safe 
Use her cause I've lost my way 

The song I sing's always the same 
It’s melancholy melody colours her face 
Falsetto so soft it uplifts the whole place just for awhile 
Just for awhile 

Guess I'm still asleep 
Not sure if I can wake up 
It's so comfortable - and I'm not sure if I should be scared 
Maybe some people aren't meant to be paired 
Cause over and over I 

Use her and lose my way 
Oh she’s not safe 
Use her I've lost my way 
Kills me every time 

I let my dreams float on by, I'm shocked 
By the state of my careless denial 
Of all my lies 
And I keep on putting it off 
Just for awhile - Just for awhile 

It just kills me everytime 
I love her and leave her 
I use her, believe all my lies 
It just kills me 

The song I sing's always the same 
I paint a big bright sun and then burn in the rain 
Apologize and run and then try to regain 
Her softer side and it all starts again.. 
It starts again...